The pain is more than I can bear

I drop to my knees

Lifting my hands in the air

I cry Jesus

Hear my heartfelt cry

Purify me inside and out

Cleanse me of everything

That’s not like you

Give me strength oh Lord

To make it through

I’ve tried to fix it

On my own

But made things worse

So here I am calling on your name

Lord I need you

To take away the pain

The pain of loneliness

Burdens and stress

The everyday struggles

Won’t let me rest

Lord I realize

You truly care of me

So I’m standing on your word

That you’ll supply all my needs

I need you to draw me close

Never let me go

I hear you knocking at the door

Lord, I invite you in to sup with me

To hold me ever so tightly

Taking away all my grief

Finally there’s no more pain

No more focusing on past mistakes, guilt and shame

A renewed mind and brand new me

Jesus took the load

Now I’m free

Free to live

A life full of love, joy, happiness and peace

Blessings and prosperity

Yes, it all belongs to me

Hallelujah, Thank you Jesus

I’m pain free

Thanks to you I’m loving the new me

© Copyright June 12, 2016 by Sheila Stamper

Webster’s Dictionary defines Perseverance as a continued effort to do or achieve something despite difficulties, failure or opposition; the action or condition or an instance of persevering: steadfastness.

I decided to see what Webster had to say about steadfastness. Steadfast is defined as very devoted or loyal to a person, belief, or cause; not changing.

I’ve been in isolation for a few months. During this time it was anything but quiet. So far it’s been filled with trials and triumphs spiritually, personally, financially and professionally. I became agitated, angry and distracted by the things taking place. I ultimately realized that I needed to not only talk to God but more importantly hear from Him. I needed answers, directions and an explanation regarding the plan and purpose He has for my life, insight on what He wanted and needed from me and instructions on what and how to do what He has called me to do in spite of the chaos around me.

In order to hear from God I needed to be in His presence, studying His word and listening for that still small voice. Distractions were and still are all around so it was hard for me to not only seek God but to hear from Him as well. Sometimes our biggest distractions come from family and work. Please be aware that the enemy uses whoever and whatever he can to distract God’s people from studying, seeking and obeying the Lord. It’s our responsibility to persevere and be steadfast in our walk with God.

As I began to listen, God took me to various bible figures that stood on His word. They were steadfast in what He called them to do in spite of the circumstances. Think about Job – how many today can truly say they would have been as calm as Job? What about Queen Esther? Her people needed her to approach the king. She knew that if she approached the King without being summoned she could be killed. Then we have Daniel who was thrown in the lion’s den because he prayed to the one and only true God whom he believed in and served faithfully. I can go on and on about the many people who have persevered, remained steadfast, unshakable and unmovable in their faith, their walk and obedience to God. But I want to encourage you to look past your current circumstance….yes it might be hard but you can do it. God wants to use you as a testimony of his faithfulness, his grace, his mercy and his plan for your life. We all have a story to tell, whether it’s to thousands or just one. Don’t let your past hinder your future, better yet let it cause you to spring into action, using it to encourage someone else. Your story could be the one thing a person or group needs to hear to start the healing process in their life. Too many times in life we are often ashamed, embarrassed or feel guilty about some of the choices we’ve made. Keep pressing on, continue to trust God and most of all allow Him to guide you. It’s all for His glory!